And Again
Suspended
I turn as I leave the bedroom. Sunlight from the skylight hits the edge of a pillow before another cloud passes and the pillow shimmers from white to blue gray to white again and in that moment I feel suspended in my epoch, my age, my century, my decade, my year, my month, my day, my hour, my minute, my second–facing backwards. And the flickering thought is this: the salient stuff must be felt. There is no shortcut. And this same dawning pain will be forgotten and redescribed, again and again, generation by generation, always the same, always new.
Essays
It doesn't happen very often, but some posts actually manage to communicate an entire thought. These are those.
Entries
A timeline of fragments, half-baked ideas, updates-to-no-one-in-particular.
2022
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Oh, hi there.
Welcome.
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Riding The Last Wave
Travel Log
On leaving leaving.
2019
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Not Nothing
Things happened, I swear
2017
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30,000 Feet
Travel Log
From inside the cocoon
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And Again
Suspended
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Evening Traffic
A few sips at dusk
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In Other Words
Regarding sanity
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Cuimhnigh
Too big to think it
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Around Midnight
Bloodless bleeding
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The Pretzel Factory
Regarding context
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Just Imagine
It's all there
2016
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Torch
Notes from a cave
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Before. During. After.
You have choice
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The Third Thing
More reading about reading
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Short Days
Canaan sings
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New Charts
On failing to let go
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Ragdoll
You're all me
2015
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A Few Days of Rain
Travel Log
Notes from small town Vietnam
2014
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Contextualism
Assignment
On not knowing
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Old House
Assignment
Or, where on earth I came from
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Lemon Bar
Assignment
Self-introduction via wandering memory and sweets
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Descriptive as Hell
A thickening
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Fragments : Invisible Things
Is graphic design a whole life?
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Fragments : Joe
Travel Log
Careful where you sit
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Fragments : TBT
Backstage at a Trampled by Turtles concert
2013
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Pilgrim
Travel Log
Thanksgiving in Quito
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Vortex Juice
Travel Log
Vilcabamba
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Down on the Corner
Travel Log
Day one in Ecuador
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The Chipped Dipper
Travel Log
Where the hell is the door?
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King Size
Travel Log
Wherein we arrive in Equador
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Zen, Then
Help, of a sort.
2012
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Half Mast
Report from the road, day three
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phone notes, first night
Manhattan to St. Louis
2011
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Lisboa
Travel Log
I'll be back
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The journal
Travel Log
Go ahead, be terrible.
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Notes from an Airport
Travel Log
Addis, caffeinated
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Ice vs Nice
I might stay this time.
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Linen Lampshades
Is fatalism sarcastic?
2010
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Yard Sale
Meta
Journal fragments
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Brain Stem
My human is reading – perhaps you'll listen
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My Superpowers
A brief list
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A Good Wednesday
Travel Log
Relinquere domum!
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Crickets
The Low Anthem is on to something
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The Right Spoon
Sweet, home sweet.
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Awe
Yeah, you know what it's like
2009
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My Tribe
The typing types
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A Lazy Sunday
God bless Bill Watterson
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Watch. Listen. Leave.
Somebody and James McAvoy. Overheard.
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The 8
The loop to the future.
2008
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Drink Mix
Hate shake
2007
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Boiling Over
3am - 3:45am. Toilet.
About
Blogs these days tend to have themes, writing styles, brands and audiences. This is not one of those blogs. I know I'm not the best one to judge these things, but as far as I can tell there is no specific voice or focus or tone threading through the various posts. It makes exactly as much sense as I do.
And, like so many blogs, it is also the culmination of a just spectacular, embarrassing, somewhat pathetic amount of effort. I point this out mostly to fill this little spot at the bottom of the design (I thought a little prize after all those links might be nice) but also to thank you for stopping and reading any one of these.